staceyrella said: I’ve been there. I got way out of control while I was in London and one day it just hit me that I was damaging myself in a lot of ways. You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers! <3 I’m always here if you need to talk about anything.

LOVE YOU GIRL <3

1. beachbumqueen said: You can do this!!! We believe in you :) xx

Thank you so much lovely :) <3

I’ve always been the type to love having a great time and sometimes letting my wild side show, but lately, I’ve simply been out of control. I’ve been drinking way too much, way too often. And as much as I’ve been denying it- I have a problem. It is not normal to drink almost a full 26er in a few hours and then to black out and not remember a single thing from that night. It is irresponsible, inappropriate, and unhealthy. Once in a while it happens to people, sure, but not a few times a week. Anyways, with all that being said, I’m giving up alcohol for a while. I’ve proved that I can’t control my intake or myself, so I’ll be completely cutting myself off from any alcohol for at least 3 weeks. I’ll be focusing more on working out and eating clean and just improving my overall health, and I’ll definitely save a lot of money, as well as my liver, in the process. 

I think this time off from alcohol will give me a chance to self-reflect and practice self-awareness and will help me better myself as a whole :) 

Good vibes, thoughts, prayers, support- whatever you have to offer- would be much appreciated :) 

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